The swine flu put me into a seventy-six day coma at the age of seventeen. This is about my ongoing battle to make it back to living a normal life.
I normally do not write in this style. There are some curse words. But, this is the most honest I have been in a long time. “Hey, you know we throw down on St. Patty’s day. It’s this Saturday. I’ll ask my friend and let you know by ten. Is that okay?” Well, thank you … Continue reading Someone To Talk To, Someone To Lie To You
You were a dream that turned out to be a nightmare, a demon with dark hair, a succubus who wants to control all of us, attacking my weakest point, loneliness. So many people, but such few potentials. We fall as the raindrops, straight down. The sun peaks out to tease us, and our mistakes are … Continue reading Dreamer and Nightmare
"If I were him, I would give you my life. I’d be the world, and you’d be my sun, revolving around you just for some fun. There’d be no doubt that you are the one. So, let's fill our house, as we do each other’s hearts, fill it with laughter, and song, and cartoon nightlights. … Continue reading If I Were Him
I try to be a good man but continually fail. There are days when I wonder what is the point, but then I see you. You’re beauty on legs, and you’ve completely taken over my head. Your the best woman that there is. You’re royalty, the queen of my mind, beautiful and kind, so I … Continue reading Close My Eyes, Hide Your Smile
Mistakes were made. I should have loved myself, before you. I need a change, yet everything has stayed the same. You'll never be mine, but I have wished for it to be so for all of this time. My desire burns brightly, but it is raining on my embers. The thoughts of you are everything … Continue reading Her Chair is Empty
Ignorance wants to convince you that it's kind, but it's a waste to walk through life without knowledge. It's a responsibility to learn, not a privilege.
Wisdom often cost mistakes.
In the darkness you are the light; In battle, you are the reason that I fight. Most men never see such beauty, and now I need you to feel complete; Please, let me hold you tightly. I've been injured many times, but you tend to my wounds and give me sustenance when I am … Continue reading You Would Never
Suffering converts to strength, strength converts to hope, which allows you to keep moving forward! Scars are simply the proof of strength.
It seems like finding a lasting relationship is impossible. My problem is that it seems so hard to find someone that actually communicates their needs, likes, dislikes, etc, so that I can meet them, even to tell me their pet peeves, so that I can try not to do them. Usually, I am told what … Continue reading Half of a Foundation