The swine flu put me into a seventy-six day coma at the age of seventeen. This is about my ongoing battle to make it back to living a normal life.
You’re an endangered species; a fish in the sea, much more beautiful than any other could even dream to be. While the water is full of sharks, no one can deny that, inside of you, resides a spark, which ignites into a spectacle of perfection, leaving those who are not blinded by the corruption of … Continue reading Endangered
You hide behind your beauty and smile, but your hatred is clear. Your lack of empathy is concerning, so concerning that is distracts from the smell of, your flesh burning. I wanted something to feel alive, but not so you can simply kill me all over again. You may have lead me to my death … Continue reading Unrequited Love in an Endless War
If you were to leave, you'd be taking a piece of me. If you were to fade away I would be unable to not follow and stay. The more I learn about you, the more my desire and curiosity grows. With every word, you wrapped your hand around my heart, giving meaning to the blood … Continue reading If you…
What you choose to focus on is what you choose to dictate your emotional wellbeing.
The smallest things, affection, acceptance, affirmation control our world. Our perceptions are what we see but no ones are the same. If you're told your trash, you're entire life, you'll, most likely, start believing it, when it's not even close to the truth, only a mirage that you have control of, but just don't have … Continue reading Tiny
Freely said words are just a reflection of our emotions. They move upward and downward; how I express mine, such as tone, pitch, and volume, is a work in progress, and I assume always will be since it's a human emotion. Life is hard, but when it gives you lemons, you demand more! Because quitting … Continue reading Hazel Eyes
This darkness is familiar, but I haven’t been here in forever. You’ve been dancing all alone in the darkness, and your new partner is much better than I ever could be. You sure have been productive during our time apart. I avoided showing you this because I didn’t want to clean up the shards of … Continue reading Fixable
A parasite wiggled into my ear. It's made a home there and whispers things only I can hear. It started small, but the negativity grew, until all that filled my head was what I thought that I knew, that I would never achieve my goal, fail at every turn, then time passed on and on, … Continue reading Fearful Parasite
Through the plank in your eye, you see every mistake, instability and failure. You verbalize how much I am despised. But, I think you for teaching me so many lessons, on how not to be a man, but to be a shell of bottled emotions, a bottle without a letter inside floating in the ocean. … Continue reading Feed
I have locked myself in solitude for far too long. I lost the key long ago. The guilt prevents any form of solace. I feel as if I was made to stand in the fire for all time, a fitting punishment for all of my crimes. Each moment of hatred is just more weight to … Continue reading Lost The Keys To My Cage