The swine flu put me into a seventy-six day coma at the age of seventeen. This is about my ongoing battle to make it back to living a normal life.
Respect others, but respect your own opinions, as well! Don't overestimate a challenge. Don't underestimate your value.
I'm so sorry, my Dear. You were everything to me. I'm so sorry, I couldn't keep you near. You were the inspiration for every verse. I'm so sorry, but I was always sincere. You were the one I would do anything for. But, my Dear, you shut that door. And, that door was bolted and … Continue reading You Were…
The guilt you say I don’t feel are the strings that hold me up. They keep me standing when all I want to do is fall. They keep me fighting when I don’t have the strength. They form a knot when my rope is out of length. I am happy to keep dancing if it … Continue reading Guilty
Sometimes, I want your memory erased from mine. You left me farther than far away. You didn’t give me a chance to stay. Was it all a game to play? My heart is gone now, don’t lose yours. I hope that you prosper, no matter the pain you inflicted. I pray you find someone who … Continue reading Need to Feel You
You hide in the shadows and poke people from far below them. Giants are all around your tiny persona. Every choice you have made has been immature. You might grow, but I’m not sure. It’s up to you to walk through that door. But wait, I forgot that you're a fake, and I can’t be … Continue reading Fake
Sometimes, we look for someone but keep our perception closed to the idea of who we wouldn’t normally give our time to, but that’s the worst thing we can do.The best people in the world aren’t models or body builders, they’re those who stay underneath the radar so far that you don’t remember a face … Continue reading Open Eyes and Hearts
If you are going through a hard time, remember the pain is time and time passes. You may not know when, or you may be waiting to see a physician. Either way, hang in there, tie a knot and hang on. Soon, you'll know I was right, after going through this every day for years, … Continue reading Painfully Waiting
You’re the only one who really knows me anymore. Why is getting in the car scarier than getting in a wreck? Why can’t I stop stacking up regrets? I have to remember that even a leaning tower can stand for decades. Even a dying kid can survive, though I’m afraid that I’ll never live. I … Continue reading (My)Dear, Mom
How hard is it to try and understand? Read a chapter of a book and learn, Our intellect based on how we learn And how much we earn Sometimes, a pawn kills a king. I don’t want to be like you, I don’t to be like any of you. I want to be myself. … Continue reading No Longer
Days like today are a struggle, which all too often, seem futile. I can feel it’s strangling, as it starts to coil around my feet, my care as delicate as it’s cold heart. Please bite me and stop mine from beating. It always causes me more pain than any other part of me, so let … Continue reading Days Like Today