Need to Feel You

Sometimes, I want your memory erased from mine.
You left me farther than far away.
You didn’t give me a chance to stay.
Was it all a game to play?
My heart is gone now, don’t lose yours.

I hope that you prosper, no matter the pain you inflicted.
I pray you find someone who treats you better than I.
I hope you outlive me and see in the obituaries that I have died.
I hope not a single tear you cry.

Sometimes, I wish that we never met.
You left me in the dark.
You didn’t give me a chance to stay.
It was all just secret game.
My light is extinguished and you’re to blame.
Yet, I still pray that you have a bright flame.

I hope that you succeed, even though you broke me.
I pray you find someone better than I.
I hope you outlive me and shed a tear when you see.
I hope you imagine what we could be.

Most of the time, I wish that I never met you
Most of the time, I wish that I wished for something else.
Most of the time, I want to hold you.
Most of the time, I want you to know, but stay silent, for your sake.

I am not perfect, far from it, but our door is shut tightly.
I don’t know what to do.
You are my compass, and I’m lost without you.
You were my map, yet it’s shredded in my lap.
I don’t want to live without you.
But, even as you leave, I am tormented to breathe

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